Jenny's Journal

R.I.P
Hey i just wanted to let everyone know in case you where wondering why i have been MIA. My grandfather has been in the hospital for a month and ive been pretty much living there. However earlier today he passed away so if im a bit out of it you know why. I love you guys

Jenny

Rain on my Parade....
Okay so I had a fabolous weekend up in Orlando! Good times too many to write! Sorry i missed ur bday big one. As soon as I get back to mIami its like a giant pile of junk was dumped right on top of me. Thats the bad thing about good vacations you have to come back to shit. I dont know im in a crappy mood and the weather is killing me. My grandfather is in the hospital again and I have alot of school work. I dont have anytime for certain things anymore so im probably gonna have to drop some =( Im frustrated with certain relationships and situations that simply have no solution as far as I can tell. Most ppl seem to rain on my damn parade everytime Im having way too much of a good time. Im feeling lonely and down so youll have to forgive my stupid entry but im bored so i must vent. I feel like ive lost my faith for the most part and it bothers me. I cant understand the reason why I cant find anyone (kaleequa will understand) By anyone i mean guy of course. What about the nice girls???? Damnit! I dont know Its just not happening and omg I tried forcing feelings and what a disaster that turned out to be. I definetly learned my lesson. I miss alot of things and lately i feel like im stuck under a cloud all the time =( Ok im gonna stop cuz this is getting too personal...So for those that are there for me i Love you guys! and theres so much more but I wont type it all

Current Mood: crushed
Current Music: Teenage Wasteland ~ The WHO

Porcao
Before I begin, a message to my twin/big one/my llama nieces: A hanging out lunch day is in order lol!
Ok soooo me and the family went to Porcao restaurant last night in Brickell. For those that dont know its a brazilian restaurant that constantly serves different kinds of meat until you flip a little card over that tells the waiters to STOP serving you food(Green meant more food Red meant Stop). the waiters walk around w/ meat on skewers abd slice of pieces. Basically the restaurant is every vegetarians worst nightmare lol. OK of course after eating like crazy i flip my card over to the NO position and this gross waiter comes over and is like(in spanish but wiht a heavy brazilian accent) why arent you eating? would like more? youre so pretty you dont need to be on a diet? here have some more! Then I say no thank you and he comes back and then he touches my arm and asks if i want more! Im thinking listen buddy what part of no dont you understand and LOOK MY CARD IS ON THE RED SIDE you stupid bastard! Ugh I then continue to order more CAIPIRINHA'S which are awesome drinks since all I could do was drown my sorrows in that scrumptious strong ass drink! Besides my molester my fam was getting on my nerves too!ugh I was super happy to get home!
XOXO,
Jenny

HALLOWEEN HORROR->BIG ONES BDAY->NIN->U2!!!!!!! Events to come!!!!!

Current Mood: mellow
Current Music: Dead Souls ~NIN

Its been a long time...
Ok im super bored which explains me actually using this thing lol. I would like to start off by saying that i love my nieces(Jujus little LLAmas). I coulndt get any littles cuz its just not a good time for me
=( but w/e. Just wanted to say that today in my ballet class at FIU a guy formt the Cuban National Ballet came to teach and ti was freaking sweet. Plus he was kinda cute so yeah it was such a honor and he was so good lol.umm omg a pen exploded and some inkgot on my car seat =( any pointers on how to take it off im so mad lol. Thats all I had to say lol i write again in like another couple of months lol
XOXO,
Jenny

Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: High and Dry ~ RadioHead

Bored.......
Ok as a result of me being extremely bored I am on Lj. Ok I cant believe im saying this but I think I need to go back to school already, at least I can use that as a distraction to everything else i have going on. I hate being so f'ing indecisive all the time =/ Im super worried about my mom cause she has to have this surgery thing on tues which according to her is not a big deal but still...Im so frustrated with certain things now=( I have class questions lol Who is taking humanities? When w/ who etc OR If anyone can suggest a good one to take. Plus I took trig last semester do I HAVE to take Calc 1 or can i take something else? oh yeah suggest teachers for that too please thanks To my sisters i miss you guys and sorry i havent been around =(
XoXO,
Jenny

Current Mood: crappy
Current Music: Dust in the Wind ~kansas

My car :'(
okay i just got home from having my first accident yipi freakin doo. My god what horrible timing right when im on my way to school to turn in a MAJOR paper! Faboulous just Fabolous! Plus i have 50 thousand things to do everyday and now i have no car cuz the front is totalled ARGGH!!!! Plus it wasnt my fault! I had the green i started going and some old stupid ass viejo runs the light and make a left turn crashing into my car! Stupid idiot old man. Then he has the nerve to tell me that just cuz the light is green doesnt mean you go WTF!?!@!# Hes like i had the yellow turn signal! which had to have been red if my light was already green!! Im like listen buddy yellow means you start slowing down not speed up bc what comes after yellow RED! Ugh!!!!!! then his son comes and hes like were you going to FIU are you invovled in any groups? Im like yes I was going to turn in a paper and Im apart of PHI MU. Hes like NO WAY! Im a SAMMY from a while back! Then he starts talking baout his good old times while im trying to stop hysterically crying.....WHO DOES THAT! The guy was nice though his name was RAy Gonzalez i think w/e what r the odds. No one got a ticket cuz there were no witnesses AHHHH so pissed. We are both ok which is fine No justice was served today!

Current Mood: pissed off
Current Music: the sound of the crash ringing in my head

I need sleep ....
Ok my Saturday was packed with things to do. woke up at 7 then off to pointe class(in hialeah) then right after drove all he way to pembroke pines for work, then right back to ballet for rehersal for the summer show(btw i totally kicked ass in it cuz everyone was lost but me, and the instructor said it himself ::brushes shoulder off::)went home took a shower got ready and drove off to eastern Shores in Aventura for a 5 year old tea party bday lmao. which was actually pretty sweet lol. Stayed there for like 20 minutes then left back Mia lakes just to leave again to Cuba Nostalgia(kendall). Omg i couldnt bend my legs i was in so much pain...it was cool but i was so happy to go to sleep. I know ive said it b4 but Star Wars was most excellent and if you dont like those movies well how can i say this.....YOU SUCK lmao omg i took a quix about what character would u be from sw III and i got darth vader! uhh im really nice i swear lmao Second was Padme and third was Anakin
XOXO,
jenny

Current Mood: exhausted

Super short and extremely nerdy lol ...
Ok all i have to say is that Star wars was great! yes I saw it at 12:01am w/ the family....I am sooooo tired lol. They had storm trooper ppl walking around lol it was kinda neat lol. i didnt know i was going at that time but my sis got me a ticket so im like im there lol. Tonight i will see it again lmao with the leader of gunit lol. I cancelled ballet which is major for me but ill make an exception for my big one and star wars. wow in less than 24 hours i would have already seen it twice oh boy. ok thats all i had to say and my dork level has now increased to max capacity lmao xoxo

Current Mood: nerdy
Current Music: Star wars....lmao

Busy Bee
Ok I have sooooo much going on so if i havent seen or talked to you DO NOT take it personally lol. My life right now is more crazy than usual so oh boy. I think im gonna major in Criminology!! School, ballet, skating, ballet rehersals, Work(thats right i finally got a job lol), family crap and issues, etc etc etc. my friends from hs got back so they want to get together which should be fun but i seriously have no time. So i was able to fit them into my schedule lmao....seriously I have like time slots its insane. Mood wise not so good I would say unstable so beware lol. I have an extreme case of viejitis, I cant remember the last time I went out lol. Sunday morning im going to the beach with my friends Christy and Christian that should be interesting lol. WARNING EXTREME DORK MOMENT..... I am SO EXCITED FOR STAR WARS III its ridiculous. AHHHHH I cant wait!Its gonna be great!I have so much to do yet i am still so bored(which explains why im on lj)lol Today is packed with things to do =( XOXO

Current Mood: drained
Current Music: Closer NIN

Math Sucks!
Yeah i hate math with a burning passion =( Not much to write but what I can say is that the next two weeks school wise sucks for me as im sure they do for everyone else lol. On a happier note I saw Swan Lake on Sunday!!! It was sooooo beautiful! Who had front row seats...I DID!!! they rocked! my mom loved the performance too. I went to see my ballet friends who did awesome!!! The female principal dancer that flew in from NYC Ballet is my hero! SHE WAS AMAZING!!!!! I got a little sad because had I stayed in ballet I would have been up there =( SOB SOB BUT Im back and not stopping! To all my friends and sisters that have ever been there for me I LOVE YA!!!!!!!!! xoxo, Jenny
BALLET ETUDES IS SOOOO MUCH BETTER THAN MIAMI CITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Current Mood: melancholy
Current Music: Pas d'action ~Swan Lake

I LOVE MY BIG ONE!!!
I just wanted to say how great my big one is lol!!!!!! I got lavaliered on Thursday meeting!! WOO hoo! Totally was not expecting that! Its soooo pretty =) BIg one: Thank you so much for what you wrote I got all emotional lol. I KNOW you will do an amazing job as RG b/c well... YOU ROCK! You are such a great person and I am SO PROUD AND GLAD to have you as my BIG ONE/GALLINA. Do a kick ass job as RG!!! MY SISTERS: I love you all sooooo much! COmming to FIU all of my friends from hs left for college and i didnt know anyone. Im so happy to call all of you my sisters and proud! That was a little too mushy for my taste lol. oh i just want to say that i saw SIn City and thought it was great!!! Robert Rodriguez(DIrector) Rocks!If you dont like gory and violent/crime movies dont see it lol. im going out w/ my bf form highschool today to see it again lol cuz we are robert rodriguez and quentin tarrentino fanatics!! Not that ppl really care but Im doing sooooooo much better in pointe lol.
xoxo,
Jenny

Current Mood: grateful
Current Music: Vertigo ~U2

Bonjour!!
Ok super short entry! Went to the beach on mon w/ Kaleena and was getting decent tan UNTIL I used Kaleenas "tanning" lotion =( My back is RED tHanks kalena lol But no worries it will fade into a tan in a couple of days lol. My twin sent me an text message to go the playa tomorrow so this burn BETTER be gone so I can finally chill w/ her =/ Alright im out I must start the insane amount of work I have for school BOO!
xoxo
Jenny

Current Mood: hopeful
Current Music: Free Falling ~ Tom Petty

The Eternal drive and Mixer
ALright this one is gonna be a long one. Mixer last night. I spent the entire Friday contemplating if I wanted to go or not. Called Kaleena like 500 times and we finally decided to go. Called up Mady and told her to bring extra clothes b/c whatever we were doing I knew wed be filthy, and I want my car CLEAN lol. I go and pick up Mady and we r off...."Mady did u bring xtra clothes?" "ummmmmmm ooops" Genius forgot her clothes once more AHHHHH I told her so many times to bring em lol. So i did a very illegal and dangerous 3 point turn on 12th st back to her house then we left to Kaleenas. Kaleena wasnt there so we chilled in my car and decided to recline the seats b/c i was tired and so not pumped for the mixer lol. My car has a sports package so only the drivers seat can be moved electronically, the passenger is manual. I lower my chair...no problem. Madelyn cranks her chair down lol and decides she is uncomfortable so we spent 20 minutes trying to crank the seat back up cuz it was stuck. A "you have to be there moment" but serious good times. Kaleena gets there with Diana and Arlene and we r off. I was Kaleenas copilot so I was in charge of reading the directions no prob. Were off and doing great, but lets just say it was an eternal car drive and at some points i feared for my life lmao here are some highlights cuz im too lazy to describe everything in detail:
Car Drive:
"Slight Right?"
"Omg these r the types of roads where ppl get killed!"
"No outlet and Wrong way signs"
"Japanese Town Houses....WTF!!"
"Cementary"
"Uh you passed it...."
"My mood swings"
"White Zombie"
"$350 Mailbox GO!!!!!!!!!!!!
"Burning rubber and rolling in the impala"

Mixer over all was eh blah ok i guess...:
paint all over yucky I HATE getting dirty
Canadian squirting paint in my eye! You almost died last night buddy courtesy of me =/
Doing the Ref Dance to GASOLINA created by moi w/ help of my sidekick kaleena (Strong current no current)
Fighting w/ Mady over paint
Eh not that many highlights here very blah lol....

Dennys:
DID you come from the Fair? Yes, we r Carni freaks lol
The look on ppls faces
Cleaning up in the bathroom
Spilt coffee and drinking it w/ a straw
R u pledges? (They probably thought we were hazed lmao)
its Vintage
For more higlights and photos please refer to Kaleenas livejournal
XOXO
Jenny

Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: Closer NIN

Spring Break!!!
ALright nothing exciting has happened(SSDD) since i last updated so this entry will be short. I think it sucks that I have sooooooo much work to do for school DURING my long awaited spring break it makes me sick =( W/e I WILL go to the beach at least one day or i will seriously go insane lol I couldnt go to the meeting cuz i had a migrane and was flooded in my house lol. They dont call it Miami Lakes for nothing. Lately ive been kinda spaced out more than usual and i dont like it. Hmm i forgot what i was going to write so I guess thats it...hopefully ill have something more exciting to write next time I update lol
xoxo, Jenny

Current Mood: weird

Last Night...
Went out w/ cousins, family friends, and mom to finish celebrating my moms bday(long story) to Macarena in South Beach. SUpposedly its a spanish restaurant but uh no there was nothing spanish about it. The food wasnt that hot but we stayed after to dance since i cant go anywhere else at the beach without a hook up lol(18 only lol). The music was decent they played all types of spanish but I found myself not wanting to dance. Now me not wanting to dance is horrible b/c I LOVE to. I dont think I drank enough lmao. I was already a little down cuz everytime I go to the beach I think of past experiences..... Eventually I started to b/c i didnt want my mom to be upset it was good for a while and then I got realy upset and sad once I noticed that I was surrounded by couples everywhere!!!! AHH What a piece fo crap! Ill find me a guy I thought but nnoooooo way, not there. Thats when I realized I was probably the youngest one there except for a couple of jailbaiters that I caught sneaking in lol. I dont have a problem dancing w/ the family at all but after a while it really starts to suck lol if you catch my meaning. I reeeeaaaalllly wanted someone else to be there with me but w/e. I dont mean some random guy cuz no yuck if you know me youll know I attract stalker wierdos lmao. They played Gasolina which was very surreal since eery one dancing was much older. Oh yeah I almost got into a fight w/ these two assholes behind me. One guy was like hogging the dance floor and kept bumpng into me and he was w/ this lady like was "dancing" all over the place and kept pushing me. At this point im sad, lonely, and OVER IT!! Dont mess w/ me when im like that so I played it her way and figured out her dance pattern so when she would get close to me Id elbow her dirrtttyy lol. F'ing vieja super annoying. It got real sleezy and there was some wierdo trying to pick up my cousin and mom so we got out of there asap! Im in a yucky mood =( TWO THUMBS DOWN!

Current Mood: sad
Current Music: the ringing in my ears from how loud it was last night

SPRING BREAK? YES PLEASE!
I dont know about the ppl who read this but I cant wait for spring break! Although I just realized I have a ton of work to do =/ Anyways this week was ok. We got 2nd overall in Greek Week and we won the organized cheer/lipsync/skit w/e its called. im glad we got 1st in that cuz we rocked!!!! I got an A on my lab which was a mission to write up so im happy bout that, other than that nothing really eventful happened this week maybe except the buttplug song and the waiters smoking out at bennigans in the car next to us( Refer to Marthas LJ). Thursday was hell. I had a killer migrane the entire day and as soon as I got out of ballet class i hauled ass over to gc ballrooms(looking very bad cuz I didnt have time to get pretty lol) only to find that they moved it back to 9pm!!!! I wanted to kill someone. I looked horrible since I was about to faint due to me not having dinner. The "ceremony" was eternal! Thank god they had food for us and thank god for Mady who helped me walk to get food cuz I was about to pass out lol. The food was exactly the food they served at DM! But hey I was freaking STARVING so those were the best taquitos and quesadillas ive ever had lmao. went to get some sun today but i didnt last long lol so nothing was really accomplished. TOnight im going out w/ my cousins and mom to Macarena in SOuth Beach Dinner and clubbing....I think Im turning into a vieja b/c im not that excited lol Im kinda over it. Ill get pupmed up later. Chevelle is tonight =( and im not going! They have to come back and I need someone to go w/ me. Oh yeah my final thought of this entry: I need a man!!!! LMAO jk....well not really. If you know me you get what im trying to say.
Kaleequa: If the other car(TMT) is chosen(complete code lol)....Screw It! You r to sexy for his car! You have youre own!!!!I dont know if that makes any sense lmao!! but ill explain later
XOXO

Current Mood: pensive
Current Music: Say Hello to Heaven ~Temple of the Dog

DM
The week was super crappy with a few exceptions lol. I HATE MATH!!!! Wed I made up a ballet class w/ Kaleequa which was interesting. Grand Battements on the floor? Wtf! The barre excercises were super easy but we didnt do any center =(Plus the floor was so filthy... as in clumps of nasty dust/hair balls all over the place lol. Thursday was rather interesting due to the fact that I almost had to break into Madelyns House lol. Genius forgot her formal clothes so I went after school to her house to pick them up for her. Her mom was "expecting me" so it was all good lol. I get to her house and call her mom....no answer. Ok ill try again......and again.......one more time.....uhhhhhhh? SO i called madelyn and she tried calling too but no answer. I, along w/ Mady, start getting really worried cuz maybe something happened to her mom. So i begin plotting how i will break into her house and save madys mom when Mady suggests me hopping the fence. No problem i say...wait there are spikes on the fence wth! So Im there trying to figure out how im gonna climb the thing when I see a window open then close. OK so her mom IS in the house. Mady keeps calling while I proceed w/ my master plan and pick up a flower pot to use as my little stepping stool so i can climb over. Extreme fence climbing!! Thankfully i didnt have to cuz Madys mom opened the door. Thank god! I had been out there for 20 minutes lol. Fast forward to Sat. DM!! I was only gonna visit but I ended up volunteering from 12-5 and actually stayed a little extra cuz i didnt wanna leave my girls and cuz Im a dork and I really wanted to dance the electric slide(which i did!!)Great job grls I love you!!! Madys lack of enthusiasm was hilarious as was Kaleenas. AS a volunteer I really didnt do much except carry in food. Many good times and jokes made but I will not write all of them. After I went to eat w/ my mom and sis had a couple drinks w/ mom lol and went home to sleep. SUnday was work work work since I went to my cousins all day to help out with their garage cleaning and didnt get back till like 830...Greek Week is this week so yay i guess lol. Alright Im out XOXO

Current Mood: good
Current Music: Electric Slide lol

Study Time
Well this past week was ok i guess. No major trauma lol. But unfortunately there was drama. BOO! SO i did my usual and just tunned out of the situation lol! Went to my fabulous own little world. Next week is going to be a bitch! Mon: paper, Tues: Math EXAM, Wed: Human Bio Lab Midterm, Thurs: Human Bio Exam! AHHHHHH Basically i will be studying this entire weekend so Im not going out at all =/ My feet are numb right now which is a wierd feeling due to pointe class, which was great! Skating yesterday was good too but im a bit frustrated with it at the moment. My spins are really off lately =( Ill get them back dammit! Greek week is comming up and that should be fun. Pi Kapp and Fiji look like fun guys. Found out some strange news about a friend of mine...no comment. :::Shakes it off:: lol Hm i should really stop wasting time with this crap and go study... I NEED TO GO TO THE BEACH ASAP!! I am having extreme beach withdrawl! I must tan I am too freaking white lol!!! I dont think ive ever been this pale yuck!
Big one/Twin/Tia: I love you guys!
BoohBah: DONT WORRY! Look at the positive (you know what i mean) He knows how you are! And if he acts stupid....Ill just kill him for you!...jk read my little "love" book for pointers lmao I love our humor lol
jessica: Get that thing out ASAP!!!!! you need to have the surgery!!
Everyone Else: LOVE YOU!!!!!

Jenny

Current Mood: productive
Current Music: Dirty Deeds (Done Dirt Cheap) ~ACDC

Kaleequas Birthday!
Overall Kaleequas bday was great!!! Gameworks is fun lol. Boohbah was ver surprised and happy woo hoo!! I bought her a cake that said" Happy Bday Kaleequa!!" and a musical candle that was a rip off. Boohbah loved her presents yay!!!!!! The list of peeps that were there: Me, Boohbah, Aileen, Ralph, Big one, Arlene, Diana, Kristen, Mady, FLores, Twinny Poo!!! Good times laughing at eachother and at Madelyns expense. I CANT TAKE YOU ANYWHERE!!!! LOl There is crap in my mashed potatoes. Ralph almost broke my rist but thats ok i still love ya grand big! Kristen and i had many laughs lol... "Can I have more water please(tap tap tap)" Kaleena CANNOT cut cakes! Its a CIRCLE!!Me and Flores realized that we have video game nerds tendencies when we couldnt stop playing HOUSE OF THE DEAD! It was so addicting lol ahhhh. I kick ass at racing games lol sorry boohbah i beat you lol! Again very good times I LOVE ALL OF YOU SOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!! Getting up this morning was not fun. I crawled into pointe class! Skating yesterday was very frustrating but Im learning a new spin so Im excited lol. Im out...
Jenny

Current Mood: content
Current Music: Run ~ Collective Soul

Crush Party!!!!
The past month has been really tuff for me due to family issues so I needed Crush Party sooo bad to unwind. Big one, It was a Ginormous and most excellent event! it was soo good you did a fabolous job! But of course it was faboulous, YOU PLANNED IT!!! GGGG G-UNIT! Thanks for being there for me(u know what I mean I love you). Quailman!!! LMAO My guy didnt go...stupid lol. W/e I had a great time with my wonderful sisters! Plus i really loved my outfit so it was great! (Who says that lol). There were many highlights so if I miss some please refer to Kaleena's Lj. Oh yeah she has great pictures too. kaleena put that pic on my facebook! I am sooo happy you went! ok quick overview of the night: Fun, dancing, laughing, being stalked by that wierd guy who said it was his bday although it really wasnt and asking Danny to save me from him lol, Arlenes intoxicated ass lol, Kaleena and Mike lol, Diana and uhhh George? lol sorry, Tias outfit lol and me saving her from the tall guy w/ glasses lol, Kaleena wanting to jump out the bathroom window that led to the courtyard wtf lol, me triping all over the place, ppl spilling drinks on me, me knocking kaleenas drink out of her hand, "Twin, Is that Quailman??", Free Corona Hats (Icognito Boohbahs hot uncover chicks lol), Being on the ghetto side of the street waiting for the illegal vallet, "Dont worry we r safe as long as they are across the street and dont leave" "Jenny, they're gone", me almost dying due to Kaleenas serious case of road rage, Burritos and Cheesecake, Immaculate conception, hiding in the car from fellow impala owners, dennys, Smile bitch smile, etc etc lol. I LOVE YOU ALL CRUSH PARTY WAS GREAT!!!!! Bring Zeta back!!!!!!

Current Mood: okay
Current Music: Breathe ~Erasure

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